Sorrow

SORROW

Sorrow, where did you go?
I’m falling silently
Into the dark, vast hole
Pull me back to reality

I’ve lost all my senses
And yet, you held my hand
Your presence is beyond nothingness
Your time is finite as the sands

I lost my will as you released your grip
Hope is shattered as well as my irony
Please wake me up from my deep sleep
Before I can succumb to the darkness within me

You are the ink to my pen
You are the blood that runs inside my veins
I never thought I’d be so barren
When you left me under the rain

Sorrow, why did you leave me?
Why did you abandon me as I die?
Please come back for it’s only you I seek
Before I can say my last goodbye

Overture

OVERTURE

 

The world… Look at it…

It’s dying… breathing helplessly

This is not what we see fit

Destruction has unveiled relentlessly

 

So many lives have gone

So many hearts were pierced and died

Our utopia is about to be undone

Bleeding and devastated, our world cries

 

Just as it says goodbye

A choir of seraphs sings with sorrow

As the world gives its last sigh

The orchestra plays its melancholic music from below

 

The overture is starting

The earth is shaking

It is now falling

Slowly, it is decaying

 

The voices sing and weep

The trumpets echo their apocalyptic melody

The earth has fallen into the hole so deep

Into the darkness that welcomes eternity

 

The symphony disappears

The music has died

In this abyss full of stars and no atmosphere

Where the earth previously lied

 

 

My Own Hell

MY OWN HELL

 

Trapped in pure darkness

The rain pouring loudly and fast

The rampant lightning shows prowess

Beneath the clouds so vast

 

The candle acts as my only light

Among the pitch black atmosphere

Equipped only with a limited light

Still the room is full of fear

 

Full of uncertainty and confusion

Paranoia dominates my weak mind

Anxiety dwells with full authorization

Silence makes my eyes go blind

 

I’m about to enter my own hell

As the candle starts to fail

Entwined in me is the terror that burns well

Fear of the unknown prevails

 

Monstrosity welcomes me

Grotesque creatures embrace my soul

No escape they show me

In my own hell, forever trapped is my soul

Winter Paradise

WINTER PARADISE

 

Here I lie in a frigid land

Full of ice and snow-coated wonders

It’s more soothing than a sea of sand

It’s better than civilization yonder

 

Trees are dead and so are the skies

They are all white as milk

Snow drops like tears from my eyes

And the ground as soft as silk

 

It’s a winter paradise

Cold, silent and perfectly calm

Beneath the earth, trouble lies

And it is far from my palm

 

But forever it will not remain

For sometime, the sun will shine

And melt the snow that kept me sane

My winter paradise is now undone

Withered

WITHERED

 

Hold on to me

Hold me so tight

I hope we can live with glee

Before I can face the light

 

Heaven has full of twists

Twists that some can’t handle

Despondence has entered my wrists

I’m turning pale and brittle

 

I can’t find my way out

Out of this labyrinth so infinite

Tears have fallen about

My life that is finite

 

I can’t hold on anymore

Life has finally eluded my grasp

Death has reached my core

I now die like a little wasp

 

I have fallen beside my corpse

I have withered like a lifeless rose

I rot together with my corpse

And now, the curtains have closed

Pain of Reality

PAIN OF REALITY

 

Appalling reality bursts inside of me

Lingering inside my core

Aghast beyond all of me

Trapped, they can’t get out anymore

 

In this life, I breathe so much guilt

Burning and screaming and bleeding

I face my life with so much filth

I can’t do anything

 

Pain makes me surrender

Enjoying my never-ending torment

Watching me as I suffer

Blood drops from an unbroken current

 

Can’t simply go away

Trying to kill me slowly

I wish it would fade away

But forlorn hope takes perpetuity

 

So now I wait for another day

For the rain to clear them away

To stop the pain that kept me chained

And set me free from this very cage

Apocalypse

APOCALYPSE

 

Under the curse of the wretched

Forlorn hope flees for safety

The reality has been stretched

And the sickness is now covered with treachery

 

Clouds roam so free

But that’s in the past

Trees were sealed with glee

Time really moves so fast

 

Decadence has reached the verdict

The world starts to decay

Life finally becomes extinct

Danger approaches here today

 

Fiery lights shone from the heavens

Launching a thousand fire balls

Falling down from the heavens

In the soft earth, it falls

 

The living are now screaming

Killing them with fire

Their charred bodies are burning

As the world finally dies

A Love For Sorrow

A LOVE FOR SORROW

 

I’m in love with my sorrow

And it’s so addicting

I want to let it go

But I’m still craving

 

I’m locked up in my agony

Even if the door out is open and clear

I feel like I’m safe in my misery

As I hold on to my fear

 

It’s difficult to let go

Especially when you learned to love it

But I have to do it so

And I’ll be forfeit

 

I tried it a thousand times

But I can’t help indulging

I hope I won’t break down this time

As I keep on running

Oblivion

OBLIVION

 

When the world has fallen

Where would you go?

When all is broken

There’s no place to go

 

There’s no place like oblivion

That’s where I want to be

It saves us from destruction

Even if there’s nothing left to see

 

Oblivion will welcome us

It will be alright

Salvation is upon us

The pain will be alright

 

So take my hand and follow me

Follow me and we’ll be fine

Oblivion is the place to be

And someday, a light will shine

 

A light that will give us happiness

That will last forever

In oblivion, we’ll survive this mess

And share that happiness together

Tortured

TORTURED

 

Smothered with hatred all over

Locked up in the sealed room

I can’t put myself together

I’m being tortured until my doom

 

A heavy feeling of distress and irony

Together with your sick intentions

I can’t dwell with melancholy

Because you’re killing me with your obsessions

 

You don’t even know me

Still, you’re beating me down

Please don’t do this to me

I’m now thrusting it all down

 

I can’t stop the bleeding

I can’t save myself

And now that I’m dying

You’re there to witness my death yourself

 

Smiling in the dark

You’re laughing sadistically

My corpse binds in the dark

As my entity fades for eternity